Just breathe, baby: I'm officially looking good for 5DPO. My temps finally jumped up to a respectable level and I'm feeling better about the whole thing. I was worried they weren't going up - they were just a smudge above my cover line. Someone on FF told me that it did look like I had a LP defect - from what she could see of my other charts. I tend to agree.
A week from today I will probably get my period. If I do not - I will be beside myself worrying about it and peeing on a stick every few hours. THEN, after all that, the next day, I will probably get my period.
I'm just not thinking that I got it done this cycle. Maybe I don't want to deal with the heartbreak, maybe I really do have serious problems that keep me from getting pregnant.
Why so negative, Nancy: I believe I have issues - but then stupidly keep trying without the help of a doctor. I keep thinking if I try this one other thing it will make me magically fertile. Extra B6 for the progesterone and LP, Vitex to help out next cycle, Grapefruit juice to help with the CM during Ovulation - hell - even red wine to help with the uterine lining.
The facts, jack: I'm a snopes.com article waiting to happen.
Half the articles you read are doom and gloom for conceiving at 40. Half the articles you read are like - really? Most people don't go into menopause until their mid 50s. Gah.
Can I test yet?
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